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| Time for update after being MIA for awhile. This entry is going to be something personal for me. Let's see life has been a struggle for me with school, life, and spritually as well. I feel like I've strayed away from the people I cared about at school, home, and church. I never thought my life would turn out to the way it would be right now. Coming here I thought I would be active in CCF and get involved and establish relationships that would last through out my life after college. Not that I havent made friends but I wish I got closer to people especially within my class. I regret not getting to know people at all and this has hindered me a lot because I see people get a long so well and yet I'm that little boy in the corner at recess not getting along with anyone. I want to make the effort but I feel like I've gone so far down the wrong path that it might be nearly impossible to get back where I was a year ago and I know I shouldnt say that because their is always a back to God's heart and I know that because I was a strong christian once before but their is no one here to guide me or even an older brother figure to help me. Since then I've been partying way too much and this scares me a lot knowing I've done something horrible to myself and to God and I do regret it all the time when I look back on what I've done but I feel like no one is here to guide me or help me whatsoever and instead I get the feeling people jugde me way too much. I'm basically alone and by myself and I'm afraid that it will continue to be this way throughout college. I miss those days back in the youth group because I've always had people I could rely on to keep me spritually in check and would always be there for me no matter what struggles I would go through. Now that I'm getting older it is harder to stay a christian at least a strong one because you are always going to be tempted in every situation. Basically I'm struggling and depressed and its hard to admit this because it' s something I've been going through for a year now. But I'll continue to find anwsers and seek healing through prayer. On a side note fall break is next week that means NOVA to see family, goldie, yg, and just chill and buy some new clothes /shoes, maybe even chipotle??
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HAHAHAH John Tucker Must Die looks stupid but I still want to watch it. Freaking Sophia Bush is hot.
Dang my first update in a long time. Let's see summer school is halfway over but then after I finish I have to come back to school the week after. How come we start early?? Man new school year already it's crazy. Summer has been way too short. So lately I've been thinking about traveling a lot. Mike and I always talk about it online.
Destination
Alaska
Asia/South Asia-Japan, Korea, China, Thailand, Vietnam, Phillipines, Australia, Taiwan
Africa- Ghana, Egypt, Morrocco, South Africa,
Europe- Spain, Italy, Portugal, Greece, Croatia, Austria, Slovakia, Russia,Turkey, England, France, Germany, Poland, Netherlands, Czech Republic, Switz
South America- Brazil, Argentina, Colombia
Central America- Panama, Guatemala, Mexico/Cancun
Then back to VA
sounds farfetched but one day I will do it and no one can stop me
I really want to go to the U.S. Open this year and see
Maria Sharapova
Tatiana Golovin
Ana Ivanovic
Maria Kirilenko
and of course the great.....
Andre Agassi since he's retiring
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| Coming home soon!!!!!!! just 1 and a half more days of classes and 4 finals left. Countown T-minus 9 days till I go home to NOVA. This year had a lot of up and downs (too many to mention). But one thing I'am coming out of from my experience in college this year is I know who my true friends are. I've opened up to people who actually wanted to take time to get to know me at all this year and of course my high school friends who have been their for me a lot this year especially on the weekends.
Here are some pics from the last few good weekends here at Tech provided my Michelle
Var, Me, Michelle, and Stephanie
Estelle, Alex, Var, Jason, and Me
Senior Banquet
The Huge Freshman class
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| Weekend in NOVA was too short. I didnt get to see or play with everyone I wanted too  . But at least school is coming to an end in 3 weeks  . It's about time freshman year is over. This year had more downs then ups in my life for the first time. But next year is going to change. I'm going to have a new mindset on things, do and experience more new things and live life to the fullest. Next year I know I will make my stay here at Tech more worthwhile then this past year. So let's hurry up and fast forward to next year because I'm done with freshman year!!!
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| Going home to NOVA this weekend!!!!!
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